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By : Sharon Supriya

Bright clouds wrapped me into strange mystery, they drove me to a scene were a huge crowd was wailing at the death of my beloveds. Before I realized their bodies were taken away, I was dropped in an unknown land to search for them. I cried, I wailed, I dug the sand, I bet my chest, I screamed aloud…. But they were gone… to a mysterious land. I had lost them without any trails. Where did they go… where should I search them… could anyone help… have I lost all the warmth they bestowed on me at the very sight? Where do I search for them? Can anybody help? Please help me find my beloveds.

That’s a nightmare that makes me wail even at the thought of it. But it made me realize that I have to bid my beloveds good bye one day. I like it or not. But I am not such a being that can leave past relationship behind and move on. It’s just not possible.

Death is an unsolved mystery, but I wish I could solve it to get back to the ones I have lost. What’s more tragic is that my beloveds are still with me, but I have been restricted to love them. The bond that grips me are loving too. I am midst a sinking sand which will die any which ways. Hope somebody breaks open my wailing heart to bring in loads of joy.

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